Log #4
2008.03.04 「Shot In Sicily #1/11: "Excuse Me, Officer."」
Long time no update? Was busy working on Demi's request with the following prompts: Gokudera, barrettes, reading glasses, Uri. In exchange, she would write me whatever fic I wanted. So my prompts were: my favourite triumvirate (you know this), mafia-ness (since canon is lacking in that respect), witty dialogues. That was a month ago.
...Just a little over 2 days ago Demi posted her end of the bargain. It's an epic suite of three parts 23,000 words in length with everything I asked for and more - much more. Despite Demi's constant worrying and self-kicking over it, it's (IMO) really, really good. I would not, for the life of me, have expected to swoon THIS BADLY over a fan rendition of Hibari whom I think is scarily in-character anyway. And the smut, OMG THE SMUTTT *is slapped repeatedly into soberness*. Wrong as it seems, you know, because Chrome is the young Chrome there, I keep finding myself going back to it again and again because while a NC-17 1896 is improbable considering both parties' personalities, Demi manages to make it plausible EVEN for Realms (canon sheep by her own admission). And it helps that it's.....adfagagaahheah OMG Mukuro's in there while they're doing all that XDDDD. I died. Seriously died. I'm glad to be surrounded by amazing talents.
And so... I looked at my Gokudera, looked at the fic and bawled XDDDD - FREAKING BAWLED - because my lame doodling simply could NOT match Demi's fic in size, effort and quality. Before she began on the fic, I once asked Demi if she liked Sicily, which she responded with a "Sure, I can like Sicily (???)". So this is my compensation for the wantingness of her req. The adult Reborn and Lal you see above is one piece out of an eleven-drawing set titled Shot In Sicily, based on Michael Roberts's fashion photography book of the same name because I loved it so much.
Come back in 3 days to see the entire trainwreck *keels over and dies*. TI AMO, DEMI!!!
2008.02.24 「Happy Birthday, Ferrum!!! *turns back on you*」

Tattoo design credit: MIND SCAPE TATTOO
I find it ironic that a) I refrained from drawing her TYL!Xanxus in favour of drawing Yamamoto after she said she recently found him very, very good-looking and b) I ACTUALLY gave her his back instead XDDD. I wanted this to be the first of a "Tattoos" series so sue me, nyah. I EVEN PURPOSELY BOUGHT AN EXPENSIVE TATTOOS LOOKBOOK FOR THIS. In any case, I'm glad Ferrum recognised him straight away, otherwise I could've justified my failure with a "I gave you my maiden attempt at the (nice) male torso so be thankful XDDD."
P.S. Drawing this tat was a Zen exercise <3. Recommended to everyone.
2008.02.23 「The Hibari Household Daily Record \^o^/」
Don't worry about the title; title is subject to change XDD.
Following my musings on "What does Chrome call Hibari?" from the last entry (on top of a brief period of slump, but let's not talk about that) I put my calendar progress on pause and broke out some doodles on a whim. Turned out, bizarrely enough, I got even more encouraging responses for this mess than for my inked art that I worked diligently on o_O. I guess you put your heart more into impulsive work?
The best thing is this: THE Ferrum found my housemaker Chrome and breadwinner Hibari theme amusing enough that she's willing to collab with me on a series of short stories detailing the day-to-day activities of the "Hibari household" XDDD. I SCORED A COLLAB DEAL WITH A DOUJINKA *dances on couch*. Oh, my mood's suddenly gone up TWENTY FREAKING FLIGHTS now (the magic words certain people say...). I can imagine Kusakabe the butler/chauffeur/accountant and Mukuro sneaking up on Hibari ad infinitum now LOLOL. If we manage to put out about 10 stories we might even be able to compile it into a doujin for Summer Comi or Real Mafia 3! For that I've begun working on 600dpi - contrary to expectations, 600dpi makes for SMOOTH drawing and feels like real marker! Of course, it slows down my system a lot XDD. Just proves that you gotta set aside your prejudices and give everything a go.
2008.02.20 「Uomini d'Onore News #01」
The image on my right is such a lie XDDD. Uso de~su. It's not part of my doujin-in-progress (I wish I were that brave) but, instead, is a fraction of what I've done so far for March. I didn't want to work on this so early, seeing how both my jobs involve the still-fanon TYL!Chrome who may come out in canon in any given week, but my hand itched to get starting on it mainly thanks to... lingerie. Yes, I've settled on something. Victoria's Secret. Guns. Gun holsters. Late night. Midnight ambush. Tousled hair. Bella mafia. Ohyesohyesohyes. My Lal is rather manly, though; she plain refused to be rendered "sexy", sigh.
Chrome's ensemble isn't plain black as shown. I needed to colour her bustier thing for this post, otherwise it would look suggestive of... some other, unrelated thing. And I think I want to give her Reborn's CZ-75 just because it's easy to draw LOL. So I've begun drawing the girls' faces for March, have drawn a rough lineart for the bookmark and have at least shown my group layout roughs for the tote bag (I LOVE my idea but the layout everyone chooses is rather HARD). For a May 15 deadline, I think I'm quite up-to-date. Hopefully these can be done on time...
Now, speeeaking of "Hibari-san". Since Chrome never addresses anyone else in Vongola other than Tsuna ("Boss") and Mukuro ("-sama") or else "Ken and Chikusa", I guess it's safe to assume, as fandom has done, that she'd call him with the -san suffix as a show of respect since he's this.... cold and distant ace that, uh, demands respect. Considering her submissive-to-the-point-of-doormat nature, it's not far-fetched to say that even in, say, marriage, she may still call him "Hibari-san" or "Kyouya-san" at best. The polar differences in their personalities would make quite a chemistry, in my opinion. And let's not forget the Mukuro factorrrr (this'll make consummation very interesting). If only I'd get to see just a bit of 1896 interaction in the manga *STARES at sensei*.
I need to hone my TYL!Hibari drawing ;___;. He's getting rusty of late.
2008.02.17 「WIP #2 + Uomini d'Onore!」

I am in trouble XDDD. Oh, I am. I started on this doujin thing....... a month ago maybe? More than a month? And look at the red dots next to the layers - that's how much that still needs to be done OTL. It doesn't help that I was sketching and inking on the WRONG paper type, which accounts for pages 1-5 looking oh-so-very-rough OTLOTL (pink indicates verrry ink-absorbent paper type - gray is more suitable for doujin-ing). 7 done out of a total of 14 pages after a month? I'm, uh, slow? I wonder how people like Aori-san and Moshi-san put out 40-pagers each time? Now I'm even too lazy to tone...
Realms consoled my minor-pairing insecurity by referring to 1896 as "chic" XDDD. What am I to do without this girl, I wonder? The strange things she says catapults me out of my depressions just like that. Oh, and by the by...
We finally have a project name and it's "Uomini d'Onore" <3 <3 <3. I freaking love it! Now I really can't wait to start working on my parts! I gotta make White Day look sexy in the Victoria's Secret kind of sexy LOL. Oh, man, the group had a NINE-HOUR MEETING yesterday, most of which was spent on incessant fangirling but 'at's unimportant. We were talking about fetishes and they went, "Can you make the girls look appealing to fanboys?" and I was like "SURE THING." Can't wait... to draw lingerie and thighs *is sick*. I can't bring myself to make Ipin - 15-year-old Ipin - even remotely sensual, though, as it is scary considering her dafgdagdagadg earless toddlerhood (I'm sorry, Suki!).
Another thing is the tote bag, which I'll actually be working with Orrie on instead of Ferrum. Everyone and their cats know my love for the TYLs and suits. Aaaaaand. I sort of whispered this silly idea I had in mind to Shiroki-kun, which resulted in both of us embarking on an epic kyaa-kyaa mode involving a bit of table-banging-er-hitting.
Everyone: WHAT.
Rune: You tell them *fans self*.
S-kun: You know... for the TYL side... we can make it an aerial shot of the guys walking.
Everyone: Yeah...?
S-kun: And they'll be returning from some mission.
Everyone: *listens*
S-kun: Taking their blazers and ties off...
Everyone: O_O
S-kun: ...bloodied.
Now, I need not tell you their response. In any case, the idea was received quite well that Orrie decided to do a corresponding non-TYL version, in which the Vongola Eight are leaving for the mission in their pristine school uniforms. I can't wait, Orrie, OMG I CAN'T WAITTTTT.
Collective fangirling is love <3.
2008.02.14 「No More Chocolate!!」
No more chocolate for Lambo-san! Hahahahaha!! *creams Lambo-san* HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! And Happy Belated Chinese New Year, too, while I'm at it. Ipin's presence certainly helps with the Chinese New Year thing, kuhuhu... Why LamPin for Valentine's? My friends thought I was going to do HibaChrome but since I'm already doing that doujin it'll be overkill, no? Anyway, yes, LamPin for V-Day. When I think of chocolates I think of Lambo and his seemingly high tolerance for Valentine's choccies LOL. I was tempted to give him the usual nosebleed but let's make this proper, eh?
2008.02.11 「Project update, hey!」
By the end of our Sunday meeting, the format specifications, themes, character allocations and yadda yadda yadda of the calendar were already decided (it was the nicest option with our set budget). The artists - and we managed to round up eight! - get an equal share of two jobs each. Contrary to my expectation, however, the parts weren't decided at random. We actually GOT TO PICK despite missing three members at the time. In other words, those who made it to the meeting got first dibs. Should I be glad...? Because while I did get my second preference, I couldn't help feel sorry for Ferrum who's, er, in El Japon and may not have a say in the matter XD. At all.
So........ I got March. I would've picked October for the Halloween theme (K-Kokuyou! T___T) but I'm happy with White Day all the same. My hand is itching to draw girls, hee hee.... I'm sick of Hibari - stupid bird *bitten to death* Now I only need to decide on an ambient... Too bad rating is G, eh?
Anyway, my second job is one side of the tote bag that will accommodate the calendar for our limited ed thing. Man, I hope it'll be canvas since plastic bags don't last. Oh, I can see it now.... the maid taking out the garbage with my art on it LOLOL!! And guess who I get to work with who'll be illustrating the opposite side?? None other than the very excellent Ferrum!!! Ahh, I'm all excitement now! I want to work on the tote bag most, to be honest, but that must wait until March is done.... And hopefully - hopefully - TYL!Chrome will make her official entrance in the manga by April, otherwise, I'll have a nice empty space in the illustration. Dhieta wants to see TYL!Mukuro but I insisted on drawing TYL!Chrome still. Worse come to worse, I'll go ahead and make up my own version, which is exactly what I've been doing XDDD.
P.S. Haven't decided on an official project name because no one in the group has adequate command of the Italian language XDDD. And please, not Dolce Vita, please no T____T. Next meeting is Saturday, hopefully with only two missing members and printing quotations ready.
2008.02.06 「Sanada-senpai, Arisato-kun」
Oh, Persona 3 cast, why are you so gorgeous? <3 <3 <3 Even that Yukari wench, I will admit, is not bad on the eyes no matter how much I want to smite her *kusu*. I vow to buy this game and befriend Sanada, kufufufufu.... And, no, I'm not a SanadaxArisato fan. Yet.
2008.02.02 「Mibu Bird + Project!」

HAHAHAHAHA!!! Blame Yamikakyuu for this odd image, don't blame me. Her prompts: Hibari, jacket on shoulders, Shinsengumi, jacket on shoulders, classic-contemporary, jacket on shoulders... I get it already. I was working on it carefully UNTIL Suki dumped me *this job. And then my pen moved at 200km/h XDDDD. I hope the mountain pattern is adequately visible...
*) The job in question:

Suki trusts me with the somewhat nerve-wrecking task of illustrating our limited edition tote bag O_____O. If it goes to plan, one side will have the TYL version of the Vongola Octet, and the other, the current one. This idea was conceived when I pointed her out to Amano's latest colour spread (read: TYL69 TYL69 TYL69!!!!) afagafafwhfgaawgga.....
I will work hard for Suki!!! To the extreme!
2008.01.30 「New Banner *kyakya*」 For my LJ main page ~<3. I'd had that femme!Lelouch one on for how long, and since I'm mainly talking about KHR at present I thought a new garment was due. For it I used requested art that, in actual fact, isn't even halfway done. I might... might be able to put it out by the end of this week. That's fine, right, Yami?

2008.01.29 「Doujin WIP 02」 Gack. How did my Hibari turn out striking a Lelouch pose??? (My drawings bleed outside of the monitor at actual pixels; I only literally see the big picture when it's done T___T) Arggh. Argh.
*cough* Mind you, unlike the pros, I draft, sketch and ink at the same time (it pays to be an impatient novice, in the bad sense). Progress thus far? Page 3... out of a possible 11. What's more, I learned that I should've worked at 600dpi in order to make it printworthy *bangs head against imaginary wall*. I guess I'd have to be satisfied with my doujin debut being a webcomic. Thank you, 100 dpi.
The upside? It saves me the trouble of illustrating (read: colouring) the covers. And I've been spared the mad giggles that are part and parcel of thinking up possible book titles.
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2008.01.25 「Happy Birthday, Dhieta!」 January 25th is Dhieta's birthday! I was going to do a D18 but I didn't have enough time for TYL!Hibari (because, as I know, he and TYL!Mukuro kill my hand, which is why I never drew Mukuro again after that meme -__-). Judging from her fave character meme, I figured TYL!Dino would be enough...? And, yes, yes, my attempt at "inking" fair hair is such fail. And people wonder why I always take to dark-haired characters.
2008.01.21 「Gift + Doujin debutante-to-be」 Sukiyakiya kindly made me an ADORABLE Chrome holding a piece of strawberry shortcake at the end of her trident!!! <3 <3 <3 Though I'm not sure if she's okay with me reposting her art, and the original post is friends-locked T.T (too bad, Suki; don't be shy! It's GOOD). She says she's fixing up a few wrong things in the art now...
Anyway... thanks to Ferrum's prodding eons and eons ago (read: last year's December) I finally mustered up enough courage/incentive to draw my first proper man- uh, doujin. The transcript for the first story idea was approximated to be 40 pages long *headdeskheaddeskheaddesk!!!*. Ferrum commented that it was too ambitious for a first project so I settled on the second - much shorter and less substantial - story, probably 11 pages long. And contrary to the first story's gen-ness, this one's going to be a bit pairingy (laugh if you will, but I'm veryveryvery shy where MY OWN pairing-centric stuff is concerned x_X).
So, a couple of WIPs:
Yep, yep - I'm keeping my word that I'd make something out of the screentone experimentation below ("Clouds"). Though fellow KHR fans around me are desperately after TYL!Mukuro and TYL!Hibari's survival stats, TYL!Dino's whereabouts, TYL!Tsuna's death scene and Reborn's "true self hur hur", I'm more fascinated by the possibilities that could occur between the TYLs who are now in the past and those who didn't go to the future.
That said, this "theory" of mine will be burnt whenever canon decides to reveal the truth XDDD. This doujin will probably never see the light of day; meaning, I'll only share it with my KHR filter. Unless a Corel Painter drawing comes out decent in print, then maybe...
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2008.01.19 「*speechless again*」 Birthday gifts update!!! T______T The very excellent Ferrum-san guerrilla-attacked me (like Kurot did) with a TYL18xTYL96!!!! TYL!Chrome! afafgafagfgasfadgfa!!! First birthday online is wonderful! I'm happy! HAPPY!!!
2008.01.18 「Awawawaawa..... *speechless*」 Unbelievable as it may seem, it seems I just received early birthday presents in the forms of a drabble and art from RukawaGF and Kurot respectively O_O.
Both 1896.
*pinches own cheeks* How did this happen.......?
Mentioning that one's birthday coincides with the release of Target 177 does have its merits XDDD. But it's NOT that I was asking for gifts from my very talented friends list, I only wanted to point to my distress that no TYL!Chrome is happening STILL on my birthday in canon. But who cares; I have these wonderful gifts <3 <3 <3. I LOVE YOU GUYS ADFAFSAFAFDFAFAFAG. THANK YOU!!! T_________T This gives me the necessary push to bring that doujin to the finish line!
死ぬ気で描け!!! Go, go, go, go!!!





































































































